Just leave

If you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

antara merpati dan sang bayu

Andai esok aku menjadi tanah, sudikah engkau menjadi bunga menghiasi dadaku?

=)

salim oh salim

An interesting shoutout from one of my 16 year old exstudent on facebook:
Fhateenie Efron: Boy & Girl can NEVER be friends. They might fall in LOVE one day. 5 hours ago

Well, I have the strong urge to comment on her status but better not coz i was scared of the oh so negative comments if i were to reply like, "merepek siak comment cikgu ni" or "kental sey cikgu" yada yada.. so i rather comment here rather than fb! lol pengecut sey shaheeda

anyways, I have to agree with her to a small tiny minute extent.. the word "never" is an absolute word u see, so yar.. cheh.. mcm paham.. its true that there is a tendency to be attracted to your close friends of the opposite sex if there is something special/unique about her/him that u are comfortable with.. but however, i believe thats all are just a spur of the moment..i believe its not love, its just crush/attracted/like/comfortable.. to fall in love and to be in love is another different level already.. its very difficult to bring that level of friendship/closeness to another level as lovers.. there will be certainly a degree of awkwardness-uneasiness-shyness if that is to happen.. and i imagine myself falling in love with my old & close buddies of mine like firdaus & nizam.. kekek ke hape! haha.. nah.. i rather be frens though.. well, as for me, im easily attracted-like-love-crush-fall for those who are not even my friends.. i bet they dont even know i exist like ehem ehem ahak ahak.. ok.. whats written above are purely my views and opinions dan takde kene mengene dengan yang hidup atau yang mati yar.. but but but i dont mind falling in love with this sec sch teacher of mine, mr salim, the one who inspires me to become what I am today =)

and speaking of him.. was invited to visit his two storey executive mansionette for hari raya.. his house is like an art museum, i was like woww wahh nice when he showed me around his house..but nevertheless my takeaway is his stories and advices of being a teacher.. Its not a piece of cake job, mind you.. at how racism, bitching and favouritism is prevalent. i guess his secret is hard work + ego + strong character..

A few pathetic pictures for ur viewing pleasure