madah berhelah

Di dalam sendu yang teramat
Kulihat senja yang berlabuh
Dan malam pun melepas layar
Kaku aku di sini
Bersama harapan terbakar

Siapa di antara kita
Yang dulu memula sengketa
Pastinya diriku bagimu
Yang engkau anggap punca
Biarpun ketara engkau yang mula

Bukan sekali kau suarakan
Kebimbangan pada cintaku
Kau tak mampu
Bersendirian tanpaku
Itu semua lembut lidah manis madah
Penuh helah yang pastinya
Aku adalah sandaran
Bagai hilang semangat diri
Keyakinanku..terlebur kini..

Sesungguhnya kau ku sanjung tinggi
Bererti hanya kau di hati
Sayangnya kejernihan cinta
Yang mencermin setia
kau keruhkan warnanya..

rock ke hape!

woooohoooo! thankz to elfie rafie, i just found out that my uncle's disbanded rock band, Odyssey is featured in the recently launched Warna album which i-totally-forget-the-album-name.. hehe.. im so proud of u cik sani! haha gua caya sama lu! ok kental.. and my dad told me stories about this band, how it is formed, how one of the members married his cousin yada yada yada..

ni zaman rock babe.. lu & gua belum dilahirkan lagi atau dalam proses pembentukan.. hehe.. zaman seluar tapered, rambut mcm sarang tebuan, bercermin mata hitam, rantai sampai ke kaki, jacket step cool dan yang sewaktu dengannya.

that's my uncle, top left hand corner

the featured song, Masih Ada in the album

yipeeee

my current mood right now: hip hip hoooray! the deadline for the individual assignment ACF 322 has been extended till next wednesday which means more time to produce a quality piece of work..

watched the annual drama production titled sangkar harapan.. two thumbs up (plus the toe thumbs) to the whole production crew.. One of the few productions that I enjoyed watching due to the strong theme and plot that the drama hopes to convey.. Abstract, a tinge of humour, sarcasm, realities of life, music, fantasy add colours to the drama.. And most importantly, about woman vs the patriarcial society, the role of teacher-the juggle between idealism & realism and the concept of beauty.. I have to say that the drama sparks off questions in me - Who am I? and whats my role in this society?

oh ya! my takeaway from the drama is the song bagaikan puteri.. kental & kekek song i know..
how fantasy and reality can never co-exist.. sometimes in our life we dream of a perfect and ideal life but when reality sets in, it vanishes all those dreams away.. but i strongly believe that hard work & attitude are essential to keep us going..

enjoy the song! *put yor hands up in the air and sing along*

Tapi sayang
Hanyalah impian
Bulan tak bisa tumbuh ditaman
Dan bila mentari datang
Pulanglah segala kenyataan

Jika dunia
Aku yang punya
Akan ku dirikan
Sebuah syurga
Malam tanpa siang
Untuk ku bermimpi

Sepanjang masa
Tanpa kecewa
Bertemankan bintang yang setia
Bagaikan puteri
Kisah khayalan
Yang hidupnya suci dan sempurna

Tapi sayang
Hanyalah impian
Bulan tak bisa tumbuh ditaman
Dan bila mentari datang
Pulanglah segala kenyataan

Jika dunia
Aku yang punya
Akan kuhiaskan
Sepasang sayap
Putih dan berseri
Untukku kemudi

merely words

my current hobby right now: observe, reflect & think.. ya.. i know such a boring thing to do.. i dont know why but as the age 23 began to engulf me, im beginning to see the real world..

one issue that sparks my interest is about people and words.. i feel that nowadays words are plentiful.. the flood of careless n cheap words bombards everywhere.. no no.. dont get me wrong.. im not implying that its better to be silent and meditate..the real art of conversation i believe is the actions that accompany the words and not merely vomitting the words.. everyone can talk but not everyone can speak as Plato once said "Wise man talk because they have something to say ; fools , because they have to say something."

Relationship.. Aha! another interesting issue to talk about.. and hence thats the reason for the attached picture.. im moving on, oh yes finally but sometimes i do doubt and question what lies ahead of me esp after yesterday's incident.. Guess im too accustomed to this single life..

assignments n exams awaiting.. yikeeeeeees

zero

Currently with ariel peterpan *burp* trying to finish up some work.. Work has been piling up but the motivation level seems to be fading away.. Rehab anyone?

Red

Ku belayar di lautan
Tidak bertepian
Sesekali disedarkan
Ombak Yang Mendatang

meltssssss

ok fine.. im like the last person on this planet to go head over heals over korean/jap boybands but i dont care! haha love love =)

half empty or half full

U know u mean nothing when he chose her over u on that special day

Sidenote: school has strated and im loving my timetable.. yipee! holidays haf been awesome.. too much fun & tralalalala..
a new year, new life perspective, and meeting new people =)